allekto

I've just been in a really crazy place.  between getting fired (which sucked), getting a new job (meh...), and working on writing- not to mention all the weirdness that has occurred a step above and beyon any normal expectations. Because, really, how does one explain to friend: no, really, I'm glad you had the baby of a drug dealing, crack addicted, convicted phelon who just got sent back to prison for 5 to 10?  How???

too much and caffiene and no sleep make erica something something... on the plus side, the habit of staying up til 4:30am every night lends itself to some creativity- both good and a little fucked up.  whee! ***please remember to keep your hands in the vehicle at all times***

apparently, after too much time of doing nothing or not submitting anything new, DevTart marks you as new.  oops... creativity is at an all time low.  my head is filled with images of a recurring dream that i can't seem to chase away.  it's bothering me...

the body is too sleep deprived for the mind to comprehend, what in better days in better ways a lover could simply mend. so, to this, to all, to you, my love, i bid good night, pleasant dreams and pleasant screams into the morning light.

Time stops for no one and change waits for nothing.  Strange to think that things that have made me so happy are now fading away.  Even simple things- the most ridiculous things- are passing by and disappearing. Makes me feel old, I guess.  Weary at that.  Just remember: the price of getting what you want, is getting something that you once wanted. if you need clarification on that, hit the website linkie thing up top- goes to LiveJournal.